Well, well, well what can i say ladies Ezme has returned from the wilderness looking completely different from the last time u set eyes on her!!!!
But what caused the absence in the first place i hear u cry Weeeeeeeeelllllllllll!!!
I am now a single mum after having quite a traumatic break from my childs father but at the same time good riddance to bull shit!!!!
I had to sort my head heart and emotions out which has taken me 2 years (obviously) When i heal i like to make sure that the process is fully complete before i can continue on, I never thought it would take as long as it did but the plaster is off and i am fighting fit again!!!!
I've had to overcome personal illness and family death!
Nays is getting so big and demanding that i had to spend more time with him and with the break up of his parents he just needed that constant reassurance which meant two fingers up to my PC :0(
And with all the stress of everything i cut off my locs (boooooooo........ hisssssssss
I kno, i kno naughty Ezme bt there back now (HURRRAAAYYYY!!)
Minus the 'sister' part (mmmmmmmmmm)
I first cut the side off and was rocking that look for awhile (Rhianna) which i thought looked cute but my mind was in such a bad place at the time that i reached for my scissors and hacked of the lot and did i regret it...............
HELL YEAH!!
When i saw my little baby locs starring up at me from the floor i really thought ' Gurl thats it!! u really have lost all reason, thought and notions from your skull...FOOL!!I think alot of the act was me stripping myself from my ex...he paid for my SL's, took out all the fluff , stroked it and commented on them nearly everyday ( not always nice comments mind u!!!) and it was my way of getting the monkey of my back. However all this did happen in 2009 and as soon as my hair was long enough to grip.....no where near 6inch more like 1in, my own hands were in there shaping my destiny..... shaping my locs!!!!!!!!!!!
Do i miss my SL's????
Funnily enough not really. Maybe thats a bit of a white lie.!!! Maybe thats hindsight talking!!! I do miss those neat partings and the millions of locs........... I dont miss the sore bum, arms and scalp from sitting getting them redone, the pain my purse felt everytime i had to open it to hand over the cash or the thinest of them ( is thinest a word...i duno bt im sure u kno what i mean... they were tooooo fine).
So what did i do to get my locs back????? Good ol fashioned coil strands all by myself (oh i already mentioned that part) but i stuck to the traditions of SLs ie spritz with water everyday (Now i add a liitle olive oil to the mix)no creams potions or lotions and the ever needed de-fluff
My new set of Locs were started in March 2010 and nothing really happened until the end of the year and now they have gone through the budding stage (kinda), a few at the front still havent taken and can be combed out (might have to think of latching them few!!!) but all in all i feel okay with these new locs on my head. There bigger i haven't counted them but i think there maybe 130 or so, and family and friends seems to prefer this new ste on my head as opposed to the SL's (interesting!!!) BTW all pics above are of me with my new set of locs...NOT SL'S!!
